Paradise

(album: Paradise - 2020)

If I'm going out, I'm going out in style
I'll be back again, but not for a little while
Cause I've been down, but not out by a mile
But dying don't feel so real when you're living in denial

I was stressing out, it ain't all that bad
I was scared of losing the only home I ever had
And what I loved, I never thought it would expire
This city has lost its soul and style I admired

So while you're back there looking for an answer
To questions that'll change along the way
I hope you know I wish that I could be there
But I know in my heart I must stray
But we both know it'll never last that way

Cause hanging out sounds nice
And it's only so damn lonely out here in paradise
But it's cold as ice in my hometown
Makes me so damn happy that I'm not around
And it makes me so damn happy that I'm not around

Home, where the heart breaks
I wanna feel alive again and I don't care
How long that it will take
I can't make any excuses or compromise
On my way to paradise

So if my heart breaks, fuck it, I know the feeling
It's time that I let go of what I've been concealing
Cause I know my truth, it's just time that I embrace it
I can see the sun setting and I'm gonna chase it

I'm not gonna take no for an answer
If every question changes anyway
And I won't keep holding on to my anger
And I hope that you can do the same
Maybe for the better we can change

Cause hanging out sounds nice
And it's only so damn lonely out here in paradise
But it's cold as ice in my hometown
Makes me so damn happy that I'm not around

Cause hanging out sounds nice
And it's only so damn lonely out here in paradise
But it's cold as ice in my hometown
Makes me so damn happy that I'm not around
And it makes me so damn happy that I'm not around
It makes me so damn happy that I'm not around