Pocket Full Of Pain

(album: Freckled Angels - 2016)

Da da da da oh
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

I watched the sun when it rise
When it's climbing the sky
I sit here with the pocket full of pain
I've got tears in my juice
In my mind there's a noose
But my hope makes me cling to the day
I wanna run with the sun and the moon and the stars
Till I'm running faster than my pain
I wish I could breathe out this fear, this doubt
Send it into the Milky Way

I've got my finger on the trigger of a Magnum .44
But survival instinct won't let me bleed
I want to put a bullet straight at my cerebral tissues plate
But my index finger won't let me squeeze
I wanna skate down my vein with the blade
Till the blood runs thicker than the thoughts in my head
But don't ask me why this is not my goodbye
It's a suicide failure attempt

I choose life, I choose life, I choose living
Put the bottles and the pills down
I stand up, I breathe with precision
Calm washes over me like a break in a storm
I close my eyes for a minute
Then my troubles transform
And I travel deep into the corners of my mind
I remember the first time I felt hopeless
I think I was five
Cause at the hands of this bully
The lessons that I learned
Is that this world is not so beautiful
Sometimes it can be burnt
By the fires of evil
That are living inside
The common people, common people
Just like you and like I
We'll all strive to survive
And we all climb to the top
Over our brothers and sisters
Whether we mean to or not
And we get lost in the tide of insecurities
And power-seeking fooleries
But happiness don't live inside no jewelries
In an age of distraction
We would rather tap on our iPhones
Than stop a war from happening
It's heartbreaking
Satan's patiently waiting
For us to mess up big time
So hell on earth will be blatant
So forgive me for wanting to blow my brains out
But I've got a change of heart
It's time to change now, re-arrange now
Fist in the sky
I say proud, say loud
Revolution word on my brain now
People hold the power
And power's with the people
The people strife for unity
The world, it could be equal
You can be the star
Or the start of the beginning
A dawn of no stress, no troubles, no sinning
Just living
So overthrow evil and greed
Put aside the distractions
Welcome change with me
Welcome change with me
Welcome change with me
Welcome change, welcome change
Welcome change with me
Welcome change with me
Now welcome change with me
Now welcome chan-, welcome chan
Welcome change with me

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Da da da do
(Da da da do)
(Da da da do)
(Da da da do)