Canvas

(album: California Poppy 2 - 2020)

Paint it
Everything I'm feeling on this canvas, oh, I paint it
Never claimed that I would have the answers, still I paint it
Let it all go, and I'd be strong, now I feel weightless
Feel weightless, my heart feels weightless

I told you things that I've never told no one else
The more I tell you, the more I know myself, yeah
Write it all down and watch it come to life
This why we ain't surprised when it comes alive

She def' had a weight on me
Survivor's guilt, we having this when we meet
Wish I had duplicates to stay with me
So I can lend a helping hand to everyone who need it

Maybe I'm tripping, maybe I'm selfish, maybe got different reasons
Maybe I can give you all of 'em which some bits and pieces
Maybe I'm too self-centered, maybe I'm not a leader
Maybe that's why my anxiety, we often meet 'I'm
Baby, that's why

Tryna process this all by myself
Keep it inside, yes
To clear this mess in my head

I paint it
Everything I'm feeling on this canvas, oh, I paint it
Never claimed that I would have the answers, still I, paint it
Let it all go and I'd be strong, now I feel weightless, I feel weightless

Know I listened to your every word
Gave you all the credit you deserved
Open up my mind and set me free
Let me spread my wings

To clear this mess in my head, I paint it
Everything I'm feeling on this canvas, oh, I paint it
Never claimed that I would have the answers, still I paint it
Let it all go and I'd be strong now I feel weightless, I feel weightless