Happy

(album: Surfacing - 2019)

I stay focused on the stress and how it keeps compounding
I hate how I can't think of nothing else
It's like I'm drowning
'Cause all I see brand new faces on these people 'round me
And it gets hard to know who loves you and which of 'em doubts you
There be some shit that I can't talk about with no one else
The type of shit that keeps my circle small and to itself
'Cause if you not around me, tryna find a way to help
Then get the fuck from 'round me I don't need nobody else

Let me feel what I feel
How I feel when I feel what I feel
Let me feel what I feel
When I feel how I feel when I feel
Tryna learn how to deal
Without hurting, the way that I feel
Let me feel what I feel
When I feel how I feel, yeah

I wanna be happy
I wanna be happy
I wanna be happy
I wanna be happy
I wanna be happy
I wanna be happy
I wanna be happy
I wanna be happy (Ha)

Regardless if this pressure real or I'm imagining
I agonize and fantasize what other people think
I just can't disappoint no matter what you mean to me
Can't fucking believe that I still care what other people think
If I admit that to myself I'd prolly disagree
'Cause there's no way a man allows himself to be that weak
Pull out the driveway late at night, no where I need to be
Guess I'll just spend another night alone outrunning me

Let me feel what I feel
How I feel when I feel what I feel
Let me feel what I feel
When I feel how I feel when I feel
Tryna learn how to deal
Without hurting, the way that I feel
Let me feel what I feel
When I feel how I feel, yeah

I wanna be happy
I wanna be happy
I wanna be happy
I wanna be happy
I wanna be happy
I wanna be happy
I wanna be happy
I wanna be happy (Ha)