ALT B!TCH POSER

(album: if i died would anyone care - 2022)

Been living the same damn day for centuries
All bent and out of shape
Just some alt bitch who's always empty
I don't know how it got this way

I'm just a poser
Getting hotter and older
Damn, I wish I was sober
Maybe then I'd like myself

It's alarming when I'm crawling to the graveyard with a kink in my neck
And I'm crying on the blacktop and I'm sunburned and I hate myself again
I'm sick of trying to fit in, fuck all this spiritual bullshit
Sorry for insisting, I'm exhausted and I hate myself again

I don't really care anymore
Everyday I'm tired and bored
Everything I feel, I ignore
There's nothing in my heart
I'm dying for the art
I wanna go back to '99
Where my broken future was at it's prime
Where the bar was low and the vibe was high
And now I'm screaming in the nightlife

I'm just a poser
Getting hotter and older
Damn, I wish I was sober
Maybe then I'd like myself

It's alarming when I'm crawling to the graveyard with a kink in my neck
And I'm crying on the blacktop and I'm sunburned and I hate myself again
I'm sick of trying to fit in, fuck all this spiritual bullshit
Sorry for insisting, I'm exhausted and I hate myself again
And I hate myself, and I hate myself again
And I hate myself, and I hate myself again

I'm sick of trying to fit in
Fuck all of your spiritual bullshit
I'm sorry for existing
I'm exhausted and I hate myself