Patience

(album: Shake The Snow Globe - 2020)

Yeah, this could take some time
My heart is so demanding
Don't leave and you'll see why
I'm broken in all these ways
Please, Lord, just give me patience
I'm broken in all these ways
Please, Lord, just give me patience
My love is complicated (Yeah)

Had to remind myself, had to re-find myself
How to refine myself, how to define myself
How to resign myself, how to rely on myself
Got a lot of shit I don't even want
I'm sending everything back though
All the energy I don't even want
I'm sending everything back though
Even though I brought it on myself
I'm sending everything back though

Yeah, give me patience as I navigate this, phases
Hopefully up on his way out like stories in Vegas
No more secrets, like Papa Roach, I'ma cop a Ghost
Hit the Galapagos, lose track of time as if my watch is broke
Impossible is my current address
Letting people get too close is my current regret
Fuck it, yeah, your moms heard about me
Twenty-seven tomorrow, my mom's worried 'bout me, yeah

Yeah, this could take some time (It's my fault)
My heart is so demanding (Yeah)
Don't leave and you'll see why
I'm broken in all these ways
Please, Lord, just give me patience
I'm broken in all these ways
Please, Lord, just give me patience
My love is complicated (Yeah, uh)

She's overwhelmed, but that comes with the dinner
Dealing with losers in their feelings, that comes with the winner
She's falling quicker than usual, hoping it's mutual
She got options, he's got options, she's hoping he's suitable
This is new for her, she's never fucked with no one that can do what he can do for her
Not talking 'bout the money, talking 'bout how he can groove with her
She be introverted, he be hugging her, hah
She be shy as hell, but he be fucking her, uh
She's in heaven, never loved until he came along
He wrote love songs 'bout her and she sang along
Picture perfect, that's according to the versions
That's the problem, though
Feelings growing fast, she's tryna stop 'em though
She don't trust him all the way
She knows that he's entertaining bitches that he shouldn't
They can't fuck with her, she's demonstrating
Self-preservation, uh, utilizing patience
Even though she wants him badder than ever like a vacation that he's never had

Yeah, this could take some time (Except for that one little time)
My heart is so demanding
Don't leave and you'll see why
I'm broken in all these ways
Please, Lord, just give me patience
I'm broken in all these ways
Please, Lord, just give me patience
My love is complicated