Song You'll Never Hear

(album: I'm A Disappointment - 2022)

One of these days I am going to move along
Three years of this is far too long
I can't count on you at all
And everybody said, nobody could break the bond
Till somebody came along and proved 'em wrong
So I made a fucking song that you'll never hear

I miss you and I wish that I didn't
When I told you that I loved you I was kidding
That last bit was a lie, yeah, I admit it
I loved you from the beginning
And I hate how quickly you forgot me
I hate that my new date's your copy
And when you're drunk, you're not thinking of me

It's great that you're happy, it's great that you're flourishing
Swear that I'm done, no, wait, just one other thing
Did you ever love me or was I just another fling?
It's fucked up that I still care and it's fucked up that you never did
Did I wash you outta my hair? Nuh-uh, it's a negative
When I see you my heart needs a sedative
So I'm singing all the things that I never said

One of these days I am going to move along
Three years of this is far too long
I can't count on you at all
And everybody said, nobody could break the bond
Till somebody came along and proved 'em wrong
So I made a fucking song that you'll never hear

There was no point in all of those phonecalls
Can't believe I had you on my ringer
Counting the times you were honest
I don't need a hand, just a middle finger
I still see you when my eyes close
But I gotta stop looking back
All of my heart wishes I could say bye
So any last words? Nah, fuck that

One of these days I am going to move along
Three years of this is far too long
I can't count on you at all
And everybody said, nobody could break the bond
Till somebody came along and proved 'em wrong
So I made a fucking song that you'll never hear