Expire

(album: Ugly - 2012)

If no one's listening in, I'd like to pull apart the core of you
And squeeze myself back in
And if we can't make friends, then I will live my life in servitude
And you can watch me beg

I want to have faith in you, be wild and wander
I want you to tell me to expire

Stack your pills for autumn 'cause you ought to live your memories
In void and erase the page
And as my cells expand and the earth shakes
The sea recedes and sneaks me in
Now I can see

I want to have faith in you, be wild and wander
I want you to tell me to expire

Every week I wait for you to bring me home or break my back
Or sling me through the noose
The burning tree and strongest hand, the soil of the earth, it bends
And I die eternally

I want to have faith in you, be wild and wander
I want you to tell me to expire