You Get So Alone At Times That It Just Makes Sense

(album: If There Is Light, It Will Find You - 2018)

I used to want to kill myself, I used to want to die
I used to drink myself to sleep at night
And I would pray to Jesus Christ
"Just take me tonight"

I used to want to blow my brains out in a crowded room
I used to want to drown myself in every
Swimming pool that I would see
I used to blame everyone else but me
Cause I was so fucked up

Into the darkest night I'll take you by my side
Into the summer sun we won't just come undone
All my life, all my life I've waited to kiss your perfect face
Into the darkest night I'll take you by my side

I love the way you wear those ribbons in your hair
And have I told you yet that you saved me
From the despair that was choking me
I'm so thankful that I get to breathe

I love the way that you don't give a fuck
What anyone thinks
And I'm trying so hard to think like that
But I'm a singer in a fucking band
And I'm still neurotic as shit

Into the darkest night I'll take you by my side
Into the summer sun we won't just come undone
All my life, all my life I've waited to kiss your perfect face
Into the darkest night I'll take you by my side

My love for you will never die until the flesh rots off my bones
And I am smashed into a million flakes of dust
I won't lie, I won't lie, I won't lie
This could save your life
I'm so afraid that everything that's wrong with me
Will become part of you and you will never see
I won't lie, I won't lie, I won't lie
This could save my life

My love for you will never die
My love for you will never die
My love for you will never die
My love for you will never die

Into the darkest night I'll take you by my side
Into the summer sun we won't just come undone
All my life, all my life I've waited to kiss your perfect face
Into the darkest night I'll take you by my side

I won't lie, I won't lie, I won't lie