Alive Again

(album: Closer To Chaos - 2019)

Weighted down
A million thoughts and I can't sleep
It's crushing me
Every moment I'm awake
Can't catch my breath
And I can't catch a break
Hide behind an empty smile
But I know I'm not OK

Pushing me closer to the edge
I don't even wanna deal with it
But I know I gotta deal with it

Yeah
I just wanna feel alive again
Yeah
I just wanna feel alive again

Dreaming of
A way to make my great escape
From all the things
That led me to this place
I'm stressing out
They all depend on me
I don't wanna let them down
I'm just trying not to sink

Pushing me closer to the edge
I don't even wanna deal with it
But I know I gotta deal with it

Yeah
I just wanna feel alive again
Yeah
I just wanna feel alive again

Help me hold on
The walls are closing in
God can you help me?
No one but You
Will ever understand
The weight that I'm feeling

I just wanna feel alive
I just wanna feel alive

Yeah
I just wanna feel alive again
Yeah
I just wanna feel alive again
Yeah (I just wanna feel alive)
I just wanna feel alive again
Yeah (I just wanna feel alive)
I just wanna feel alive again