Sober

(album: Closer To Chaos - 2019)

Another memory bringing me to another step
Another step bringing me closer to the edge
I can feel it in my chest
Thoughts of my past burning inside my head

And I can't take another day
So let the shadows hide my face
I wanna be free from this
No matter what it takes

Wake me up when it's over
This hurts too much sober
I never wanna feel again
Take me back to the old days
When I couldn't feel pain
I never wanna feel again

I wanna medicate but I gotta sit through the pain
To tell the truth, I almost picked the bottle up again
I made a promise to my kids
Daddy's never going back no matter how hard it gets

And I can't take another day
So let the shadows hide my face
I wanna be free from this
No matter what it takes

Wake me up when it's over
This hurts too much sober
I never wanna feel again
Take me back to the old days
When I couldn't feel pain
I never wanna feel again

(I never wanna feel again)

Wake me up when it's over
This hurts too much sober
I never wanna feel again
Take me back to the old days
When I couldn't feel pain
I never wanna feel again

(I never wanna feel again)