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(album: i will never be a memory - 2018)

4ever young
I hate Shinigami

I wanna fly to the sky right now
Dissipate to the grave right now
Just thought I would have known it all by now
Put the barrel in my mouth right now
Right now, I'm up
I'm down, can't feel
My body, can't hear
A sound, right now
Right now, I'm up
I'm down, I'm too
Far gone, please hold
Me down

I don't think that you noticed
I'm so distant, out of focus
Paint a picture with my ignorance
Feel the spectrum with dissonance
Dissolution, destruction
I am a product of corruption
In due time, I'll find you
Until then, I'll remind you

Of a place you've seen, buried in your dreams
Haven't visited in years, why does it mean so much to me?

I wanna fly to the sky right now
Dissipate to the grave right now
Just thought I would have known it all by now
Put the barrel in my mouth right now
Right now, I'm up
I'm down, can't feel
My body, can't hear
A sound, right now
Right now, I'm up
I'm down, I'm too
Far gone, please hold
Me down

Think about this when I'm sleeping
When I'm awake, watch the willows weeping
Look me in my tired eyes
You know that it's no surprise
Watch my world come crashing down
Can't ignore the silence now
Run my skull into the ground
Every time I hear the sound

Of a place I've seen, buried in my dreams
Haven't visited in years, why does it mean so much to me?

Aye, I wanna fly to the sky right now
Dissipate to the grave right now
Just thought I would have known it all by now
Put the barrel in my mouth right now
Right now, I'm up
I'm down, can't feel
My body, can't hear
A sound, right now
Right now, I'm up
I'm down, I'm too
Far gone, please hold
Me down

Aye, I wanna fly to the sky right now
Dissipate to the grave right now
Just thought I would have known it all by now
Put the barrel in my mouth right now
Right now, I'm up
I'm down, can't feel
My body, can't hear
A sound, right now
Right now, I'm up
I'm down, I'm too
Far gone, please hold
Me down