Look Back

(album: Here Alone: Collection - 2022)

Baby, I'm the one to blame
Don't blame it all on me
If you felt just the same
Don't blame it all on
One small mistake, when we know
That both can't find
One reason we would stay

This feeling of unworthiness in me probably don't help
Okay, maybe I'm selfish 'cause I want you to myself
See I'm just use to people walking and leaving me in this hell
Always trying to save people but never saving myself
And I'm trying to love the real you, but it's getting harder to tell
When you're hearing voices that come every else
It fucks with you heavy, to the point that you just repel
My love and then you push me and try to tell me farewell, so
Now it's over with, sacrifices made but you never noticed it
Bought us a new a crib, now I'm alone in it
Know that you got feelings to but then you always hold them in
Till you do not let me know, I get pissed and explode again
Damn, now we're back and forth
I thought it was marriage you were asking for
We should just communicate, instead we're slamming doors
We got issues baby I think we just added more

Just for a second, can we both look back
Where did we go wrong, did I do that?
Just for a second, can you see my side? (See my side)
Try use my eyes (Use my eyes), did I do that? (Did I do that?)

Yeah
I walk around our house and now this place is cold and empty
How can we be a couple when your whole family's against me
They keep pretending like they got your real interest at heart
But the reality is they hated me and Everly from the start
'Cause we ain't blood right?
But fuck a blood type, 'cause we are human
I know that any chance we had is ruined
But screw it, I knew it
The pressure along with that pushed me to the edge
So I left, a perfect scenario to paint me as less
Yes, let them eat it up
Get inside your head like they always do
Always by myself like I always move
Yeah I always knew
That is how it would turn out
Still fought for us when I was burnt out
Finally I learned now
Should of been aware that we would crash and burn
Love isn't supposed to be given it's suppose to be earned
I'm still learning, I ain't perfect, I'll admit that
Yo honestly I just wish that

Just for a second, can we both look back
Where did we go wrong, did I do that?
Just for a second, can you see my side? (See my side)
Try use my eyes (Use my eyes), did I do that? (Did I do that?)

Baby, I'm the one to blame
Don't blame it all on me
If you felt just the same
Don't blame it all on one
Small mistake, when we know
That both can't find
One reason we would stay