Don't Wait Up

(album: Misery Made Me - 2022)

Another day with no light
Feeling alone in a double life
So far away
I levitate
Somewhere between the shadow
And the darkest place
And I start to slip away

Don't wait up now
Heavy heart my heads like ten feet up now
So high above the ground
Don't wait up now
Cause I'm halfway to the clouds
While everything inside of me is crashing down

I covered up my tracks so long ago
Like cracking ice hidden under snow
If I lie to you
Could I believe it too?
I need something to fuck me up
Cause I can't take the truth
So I run and split in two
Thin air in a crowded room

Don't wait up now
Heavy heart my heads like ten feet up now
So high above the ground
Don't wait up now
Cause I'm halfway to the clouds
While everything inside of me is crashing down

I can't hold myself together if I can't feel my hands
I can't make myself get better if I can't understand
I can't tell you where I'm going
I can't tell you when this ends
I need something to hold on to until I leave again
Don't tell me it's my fault
Just catch me when I fall back to earth
Cause my world gets so blurry
And it's too hard to stay here
Fracture and disappear

Don't wait up now
Heavy heart my heads like ten feet up now
So high above the ground

Don't wait up now
Heavy heart my heads like ten feet up now
So high above the ground
Don't wait up now
Cause I'm halfway to the clouds
While everything inside of me is crashing down
It's crashing down