holly's ego

(album: blood lotus diary - 2022)

Girls tryna look pretty for the cameras
Homebody with a taste for the glamours
I'm puzzled by the fame that she's seeking
Holly's dreaming of herself with The Weeknd

And it ain't weird nowadays
To amass all that fame
Just to throw it all away

And I hope you don't do the same
If you wanna pave a way
Gotta learn from your mistakes

Honestly I see myself in you
This race could be only mine to lose
Who am I even talking to

Confusing lies I've told myself enough
For my own ego to believe in everything that I do

Girls tryna look pretty for the cameras
Homebody with a taste for the glamours
I'm puzzled by the fame that she's seeking
Holly's dreaming of herself with The Weeknd

Girls tryna look pretty for the cameras
Homebody with a taste for the glamours
Pale flower blooming red for the canvas
I let my ego have control of my feelings

You
Should be proud of everything
You
Overcame your hate for me but somehow
Still

I'm the same old me
With the same old dreams
So won't you change on me
Because it'll set us free

Oh no
I smoke often
I think too much to leave my head in the open
Don't got a lot of time to see new faces
Heart beats harder with each pill that I'm taking

Confusing lies I've told myself enough
For my own ego to believe in everything that I do

Girls tryna look pretty for the cameras
Homebody with a taste for the glamours
I'm puzzled by the fame that she's seeking
Holly's dreaming of herself with The Weeknd

Girls tryna look pretty for the cameras
Homebody with a taste for the glamours
Pale flower blooming red for the canvas
I let my ego have control of my feelings