Sober

(album: It's Fine - 2022)

Good morning I hate myself again
I got home at 8 am
On Sunday and I left on Friday night
It keeps getting harder to pretend
That I cannot see the end
Of these days
Cuz it all just ends the same

And I know it's a bad idea
Been this way too many years
But sometimes
I just can't help myself

Guess I'm getting older
I should prolly get sober
(I should prolly get sober)
The glory days are over
I should prolly get sober
(I should prolly get sober)

I woke up and I'm still drunk
It's 2pm I'm still fucked up
I do this every time I don't know
Why I'm so stupid
Feels like I'm falling even deeper
Every day getting closer to the reaper
Boyfriends bumping all over the speakers
Getting fucked up we don't even need a reason

And I know it's a bad idea
Been this way too many years
But sometimes
I just can't help myself

Guess I'm getting older
I should prolly get sober
(I should prolly get sober)
The glory days are over
I should prolly get sober
(I should prolly get sober)

I'm always pissed off
I'm always mad
Pull up to the party fuck a line
I need a bag
Might've said I love you, but I don't remember that
Always doing shit and wishing I could take it back
I know nothings gonna change
No matter what I say
I fuck up everything
I guess I'll take the blame

Guess I'm getting older
I should prolly get sober
(I should prolly get sober)
The glory days are over
I should prolly get sober
(I should prolly get sober)

Guess I'm getting older
I should prolly get sober
(I should prolly get sober)
The glory days are over
I should prolly get sober
(I should prolly get sober)