Is This Love?

(album: Calamity - 2020)

Is this love?
Are we alone now?
Listen to my heart it screams your name
Look into my eyes you've fixed the pain
Love is desperation
Locked and loaded temptation
I'd break my back to settle with you
We can grow old and not die alone
Is this what it's like to fall in love
Having that impression in my bed is just enough
I feel just enough but am I enough for you?
Do you feel alone without me
Cause I feel alone without you
I know you said you'd be out late
You said you'd call
I check my phone
Left on read
I check it again
No reply
Maybe you misunderstood
Where my problems lay
Counting the minutes
Daylight breaks
Is this love?
This isn't love it's a hostage situation
Is this what it's like to lose my love
Having no impression and my bed is not enough
I don't feel enough but I'm not enough for you
I've created another problem
There's so many that I can't solve them
I just need a quick connection instead of yelling at my reflection
I'm shooting up as you shoot me down
Did you give up to escape my rut
Not sober
Never happy
We were perfect
How could that be?