Blew

(album: The Element Of Sonic Defiance - 2000)

I paint myself a window
In this world of your conception
Where it all comes down to you
You knew if you conceived it
You knew I would believe it
You knew that you would paint me into your world of blue

I got a one track mind
Cant get you out of my mind

You call it something to say
You call it nothing to lose
You call it anything but the truth
Suffocation in words
Your isolation disturbs
I can hear your voice as it echoes on

So bury over and over
The songs you sing inside my head
I don't wanna lose
What you left inside of me cause it's all I own of you

The red disguises
Secrets lies
And the blue belongs to you
Alone the gold
Is time wasted
In lines of indecision dragging onward

So bury over and over
The light in you that won't stay dead
I don't wanna lose
What you left inside of me
Cause it's something real
Pulling me under

I hear the warm hum of your voice washing over me
A blue light melody of sound
Shines across my back and now
Its pulling me down
Pulling me under to where hide yourself alone
Gagged and tied to the weight of ourselves

Underwater...
Well I won't forget this loss
The shame of regret turn
Out the lights and sit in
Darkness while I try to make it through

Silence!
There's a monster growing strong
Silence!
Conspire to bring me down
Silence!
I wont forget this life
Silence!
Its all I own of you

[Professor/scientist voice:]
This is the beginning, this is the
beginning of the rest of the future now and from now on
there will simply be all these robots walking around, feeling
nothing, thinking nothing, and there will be nobody left almost
to remind them that there once a species called a human
being, with feelings and thoughts and that history and
memory are right now being erased and soon nobody will
really remember that life existed on the planet.