Cigarette Two Step

(album: Still Love - 2023)

I got that itch
So I scratch on pink tile
You gotta crack your head open
To see who's inside

And I'm not that sad
About anything really
I just hurt where I can't quite feel
A strange anatomy

Stay awhile
Don't blame yourself anymore
Stay awhile
I don't feel myself anymore

Feeling grey
Like a waterfall at midnight
If I could just pull the full moon down
To light the way out

And I'm not that sad
About anything really
But I'd help you before myself
Until it hurts me

Stay awhile
Don't blame yourself anymore
Stay awhile
I don't feel myself anymore

Back to the earth I go
'Cause deep inside, I'm not the same
Back to the earth I go
I'd rather die than feel this way
Back to the earth I go
'Cause deep inside, I'm not the same
Back to the earth I go
I'd rather die than feel this shame
Back to the earth I go
'Cause deep inside, I'm not the same
Back to the earth I go
We all must die, just look away