In Spite Of These Times

(album: Total Retaliation - 2018)

Through these eyes to the mind,
I will regain control,
In spite of these times,
What the fuck have I become,
I'm outta my mind,
I will regain control,
In spite of these times
I stood by
I've watched you
Crumble
Slowly
I won't let any of it
Force me into the cracks
I won't lie
I've bled through
I've stumbled
So lonely
I have no time for any of it
I'm hitting back

Through these eyes to the mind,
I will regain control,
In spite of these times,

I stand high
No rescue
No cry for help
Pull myself out of
A living and breathing hell
A feeling of loss
It's all gone soft
My face to the grindstone
Is all I've ever known

Through these eyes to the mind,
I will regain control,
In spite of these times,
What the fuck have I become,
I'm outta my mind,
I will regain control,
In spite of these times

I've stood by
I've watched you
Crumble
Slowly
I won't let any of it
Force me into the cracks
Force me into the cracks

I'm hitting back
Regain control