Addicted

(album: SADBOI - 2020)

I can smell your scent on my pillow
I can see you moving on what you waiting for
I've been staring at your eyes through the window
Just let me love you right
I'm an addict I'm an addict I'm addicted
I'm an addict I'm an addict I'm addicted
Don't you go so far no, you know what I'm saying
Don't you go so far no, baby what you playing

I don't wanna die but I'm lonely
When I turn cold will you hold me
Every time I call you ignore me
What do I do no one told me yeah yeah yeah
I love her she don't love me
I need her she don't want me
Watch me burn she controls me
If I turn cold baby would you hold me
Yeah I turn cold yeah you didn't hold me
Yeah I grew old yeah you didn't know me
Take me home I'm so damn lonely
Hit me hard now my heart bleeds

I can smell your scent on my pillow
I can see you moving on what you waiting for
I've been staring at your eyes through the window
Just let me love you right
I'm an addict I'm an addict I'm addicted
I'm an addict I'm an addict I'm addicted
Don't you go so far no, you know what I'm saying
Don't you go so far no, baby what you playing

Stuck in this place
Yeah I've been stuck in this place
There's no escape what's going on in my brain
It's truly insane stupidity causing all of this pain
Finding it hard to deal with the fame
I know for you it has been the same
I know my efforts been kinda lame
Addicted to you and I cannot change
I can't see you walk away
I just wish you'd learn to stay
I lay awake at night and pray
So the devil in my mind will rise awake
I'm an addict I'm an addict I'm addicted
I'm an addict I'm an addict I'm addicted
Ha yeah wait what now I'm your enemy
What's gotten into me think I need therapy
Flashbacks are killing me my brain in hostility
Anxiety drilling me I can't lose you and me

I can smell your scent on my pillow
I can see you moving on what you waiting for
I've been staring at your eyes through the window
Just let me love you right
I'm an addict I'm an addict I'm addicted
I'm an addict I'm an addict I'm addicted
Don't you go so far no, you know what I'm saying
Don't you go so far no, baby what you playing