Not Ok

(album: Drugs In California - 2022)

You never showed
You say that you care
It's obvious you don't
Are we too broke?
What's a dollar bill
Who's putting on a show?

Walking away
Walking away
Wish walking away was easy
You throw it away
Throw it away
Like you don't even need me
Looking away
Looking away
Like you don't even see me

Is beauty in pain
If it hurts when you're losing
Something you wanted to save?
Or is it in vain
Is it just an illusion?
Believing that we're okay?
It's hard to say, we're not okay
It's hard to say, we're not okay

Where do we go
When there's no going back
To how it was before
What's done is done
Venom in the veins
Of everything it touched

Walking away
Walking away
Wish walking away was easy
You throw it away
Throw it away
Like you don't even need me
Looking away
Looking away
Like you don't even see me

Is beauty in pain
If it hurts when you're losing
Something you wanted to save?
Or is it in vain
Is it just an illusion?
Believing that we're okay?
It's hard to say, we're not okay
It's hard to say, we're not okay

Is beauty in pain
If it hurts when you're losing
Something you wanted to save?
Or is it in vain
Is it just an illusion?
Believing that we're okay?

Is beauty in pain
If it hurts when you're losing
Something you wanted to save?
Or is it in vain
Is beauty in pain

Is beauty in pain
If it hurts when you're losing
Something you wanted to save?
Or is it in vain
Is it just an illusion?
Believing that we're okay?
It's hard to say, we're not okay
It's hard to say, we're not okay