Cave

(album: Dream / Awake - 2018)

I cross my arms and hang my head all alone
This room is empty, always spinning
I should try to get some rest
I'm wasted on some thoughts tonight
Wash the down and wonder why
It's always like this, I'm always desperate
Guess I never got it right

Feeling even further than before
(It's always like this, I'm always desperate)
Guess I never got it right

Feel the walls cave in
Watch it all fall down
It's all my fault
I never meant to break
Lose myself this way
I'm not okay, but that's okay

I feel it's time for me to leave
Find a place where I can sleep
I wish I had the confidence
To speak the words inside my mind
The darkest things I keep inside
I swear these thoughts they want me dead

Feel the walls cave in
Watch it all fall down
It's all my fault
I never meant to break
Lose myself this way
I'm not okay, but that's okay

I lift my head and strike the match
Breathe in deep
Setting fire, burning bridges
With who I was before

Feel the walls cave in
Watch it all fall down
It's all my fault
I never meant to break
Lose myself this way
I'm not okay, but that's okay