0 OR 100 (SIDE A)

(album: UPSAHL PRESENTS: THE PHX TAPES - 2023)

All of my emotions running all over the place
One day I can't move but then the next one I'm okay
Hands around a bottle till I'm falling off my face
Then I spend a month not making a single mistake

Why am I like this
It's like I'm a flight risk
Peacing out the second after I started some dumb shit
Why am I like this
So bad at deciding
I'm torn between uncertain and unsure

It's only zero or a hundred
I only hate it or I love it
It's like I'm always stuck on either side
Between a zero or a hundred

Building up a roster just to fill the empty space
Then I fall in love when I'm needing a quick escape
Last to leave the party like I'm never going home
Impossible to reach when I just wanna be alone

Why am I like this
It's like I'm a flight risk
Peacing out the second after I started some dumb shit
Why am I like this
So bad at deciding
I'm torn between uncertain and unsure

It's only zero or a hundred
I only hate it or I love it
It's like I'm always stuck on either side
Between a zero or a hundred

Slam the breaks, I'm going hundred miles an hour
Yeah my brain goes quiet and my heart gets louder
I throw my hands up, giving fate all of the power
Zero or a hundred

There's an angel and a devil on my shoulder
Wanna live forever, but I don't wanna get older
Never felt so high, but I can't get much lower
I'm zero or a hundred

It's only zero or a hundred
I only hate it or I love it
It's like I'm always stuck on either side
Between a zero or a hundred