Deadbeat

(album: Recollection - 2014)

I am on my own
I never needed you
You are nothing now
And that's how it's always been
How do you feel, knowing that you failed me
I've been left in the dark for far too long
You call yourself a man
How dare you claim that title
You haven't earned a fucking thing
Not even self respect
I have no pity
For a fucking deadbeat
Why would you waste your time?
Lying to my face
Save your goddamn soapbox
For someone who fucking cares
I, I've had it up to here
And I can't take much more
You bring out the worst in me
Is this what you strive for?
You know how to get underneath my skin
It's what you feed off of
And I can't stand this
But no longer will I give in
When you look in the mirror
But see no reflection
Of the creature you are
Or who the better man will be
Lifeless
Soulless
Hopeless
Nothing