I Get It

(album: 3 Ghosts - 2019)

He only misses me when I'm gone
Or when I'm busy and I miss his call
But when I'm with him he don't care at all
He takes his brush and paints me onto the wall

I get it
I'm nothing unless there's something to gain
And I'm fronting if you're ever to blame
And I'll never be what I wanna be
I get it

Am I just too sensitive? Tell me straight
Am I reading too deep into moving screens?
Tell me why I feel good, till you next to me
You always looking down like I'm some kinda mystery

But you didn't make me
And you cannot change me
Yeah you say I'm crazy
But at night you come and lay with me
Then why not replace me?
When half the time you hate me
Lie to everyone and say that I don't mean shit to you lately

I get it
I'm nothing unless there's something to gain
And I'm fronting if you're ever to blame
And I'll never be what I wanna be
I get it

He only misses me when I'm gone
Or when I'm busy and I miss his call
But when I'm with him he don't care at all
He takes his brush and paints me onto the wall