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(album: Negative Energy - 2023)

And just like that in the blink of an eye
Days months and years have been and gone
I look back on all the opportunities
I've had and then lost
I know I should be grateful
For all the things I've experienced
But they're bitter sweet victories
That seem to be meaningless

Nothing has changed
I've just aged
I watch as my life goes to waste

Depression is my default
Silver linings are nothing but just false hope
There's comfort in not caring
I can't be hurt if I can't feel anything
Decades of daydreaming
But always exhausted by never achieving
Am I naive or ignorant
Hard to tell when I've never known any different

None of this is real
It's all just noise it's burning my ears
We tell ourselves it'll all work out
Just to numb the fear
But I'm afraid
Of the consequences of missing out
I thought by now I'd have all I want
But instead I'm full of doubt

Nothing has changed
I've just aged
I watch as my life goes to waste

Depression is my default
Silver linings are nothing but just false hope
There's comfort in not caring
I can't be hurt if I can't feel anything
Decades of daydreaming
But always exhausted by never achieving
Am I naive or ignorant
Hard to tell when I've never known any different

Depression is my default
Silver linings are nothing but just false hope
There's comfort in not caring
I can't be hurt if I can't feel anything
Decades of daydreaming
But always exhausted by never achieving
Am I naive or ignorant
Hard to tell when I've never known any different