If Only

(album: Texture - 2023)

In the throes of boredom
We were lost
And together we began to fall

Through the years that followed
We grew numb
And together we began to fall

If only I could lose you
If only I could look away
If only I could lose you
But it's never enough until I lose my faith
If only I could lose you
If only I could look away
If only I could lose you

With the wheels in motion
It was plain to see
Another kill from orbit
Another vein to bleed

I've been taking what they're giving
Sins go unforgiven
Giants standing on the small
Having thoughts but never thinking
Truth losing its meaning
History deleting
Narrative bought and sold

If only I could lose you
If only I could look away
If only I could lose you
But it's never enough until I lose my faith
If only I could lose you
If only I could look away
If only I could lose you
If only I could lose you
Together into the flames

If only I could lose you
If only I could look away
If only I could lose you
But it's never enough until I lose my faith
If only I could lose you
If only I could look away
If only I could lose you
If only I could lose you
Together into the flames