Losing Control

(album: Divided - 2022)

The walls are closing in again
So claustrophobic as I'm trapped in my head
It's like I don't belong in my own skin
It's sinking in, I'm lower than I've ever been

(Oh God, oh God)
Why do I feel so wrong?
(I hold on, hold on)
Before I'm too far gone
I can't let it consume me
I'm losing my grip
(Whoa, whoa)

Sometimes my mind takes me for a ride
Feels like I'm ready to die, I'm ready to die
'Cause I got thoughts so dark, they tear me apart
And I know that I'm losing control
I've been running from the one in the mirror
Now it's been forever since I seeing clear
And nobody can help
I'm the only one who can save myself

I hear voices that fill me with doubt
I try so hard to block them out
I sit around and wonder why
I'm alive but I don't feel much life

(Oh God, oh God)
Why do I feel so wrong?
(I hold on, hold on)
To all the hope not lost
I won't let it consume me
I need to get out of this nightmare

Sometimes my mind takes me for a ride
Feels like I'm ready to die, I'm ready to die
'Cause I got thoughts so dark, they tear me apart
And I know that I'm losing control
I've been running from the one in the mirror
Now it's been forever since I could see clear
Nobody can help
I'm the only one who can save myself
Save myself

Sometimes my mind takes me for a ride
Feels like I'm ready to die
I'm ready to die

Sometimes my mind takes me for a ride
Feels like I'm ready to die, I'm ready to die
'Cause I got thoughts so dark, they tear me apart
And I know that I'm losing control
I've been running from the one in the mirror
Now it's been forever since I could see clear
Nobody can help
I'm the only one who can save myself
I'm the only one who can save myself