The Cure

(album: I Just Don't Love You Anymore - 2022)

Feel it deep beneath my skin
Like the walls and the end are closing in
Infecting the deadly wounds I kept buried within

It's like a plague I can't evade
Every day it's eating at me
I can barely see, can barely breath
I don't wanna try to fake it
But I don't think I'm gonna make it
Every time I try I cave in
Looking to the sky, begging for my life
Nothing ever seems to save me

I've been searching for the answer in me
I've been letting go of all I believe
Guess I should've seen it coming but now I'm at my lowest
Will I ever find the cure for my disease

So is the sickness in my head
Am I better off dead
Will they miss me when I've left
Will they celebrate instead
Should I let you be the one to bleed me dry
Cause you're my dirty needle, you're my favorite parasite

I'm insane, looking for the antidote
You Invade but it's pointless to diagnose
Cause lately prescriptions all plateau, I'm losing the battle
I'm numb to pain

I've been searching for the answer in me
I've been letting go of all I believe
Guess I should've seen it coming but now I'm at my lowest
Will I ever find the cure for my disease

I wanna fall asleep, pretend it's all a dream
I don't wanna wake up
I don't wanna wake up

I've been searching for the answer in me
I've been letting go of all I believe
Guess I should've seen it coming but now I'm at my lowest
Will I ever find the cure for my disease
I'm searching for the answer in me, I'm letting go of all I believe
Guess I should've seen it coming but now I'm at my lowest
Will I ever find the cure for my disease