Painkiller

(album: Prom Queen - 2018)

You've been such a jerk
Since you left last week
You're careful with your words
But I'm pulling teeth
You said this wouldn't hurt
Give me cavities
And all of your apologies
Are only empty calories

After all this time
I start asking why I'm staying
Were you ever mine?
Are we something that's worth saving?
Every conversation puts me
Back on medication
Sometimes, sorry's just another word you're saying

Do I look like her?
Does she talk like me?
Been feeling insecure
Codependency is
Hard to break when you
Never make it easy
Reconstructive surgery
Can't fix my anxiety

After all this time
I start asking why I'm staying
Were you ever mine?
Are we something that's worth saving?
Every conversation puts me
Back on medication
Sometimes, sorry's just another word you're saying
You're saying

Take me to the hospital
I need Paracetamol
Tramadol, Ketamine
I just need some pain relief

Take me to the hospital
Fill me up with Tylenol
Tramadol, Ketamine
I just need some pain relief, oh!