self crucify

(album: elated! - 2020)

You can call me what you wanna
'Cause I've probably called me worse
And I hit the rocky bottom
In my fourteenth year on Earth

What's the point of, what's the point of
Pretending we're alright?
It's important, it's important
To not self-crucify

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Leaving what I've outgrown
Oh, oh, oh, so
You can find me alone
I start each party saying that I have to go
Oh, oh, oh, so
You can find me, you can find me alone

I had to leave one of my mamas
'Cause of my money that she stole
And if you can't trust your mother
I guess you're better on your own

But I forgive her, I forgive her
So I can sleep at night
'Cause I remember, I remember
To not self-crucify

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Leaving what I've outgrown
Oh, oh, oh, so
You can find me alone
I start each party saying that I have to go
Oh, oh, oh, so
You can find me, you can find me alone

Hello?
Hello?
Hey!
Hey!

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Leaving what I've outgrown
Oh, oh, oh, so
You can find me alone
I start each party saying that I have to go
Oh, oh, oh, so
You can find me alone
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Leaving what I've outgrown
Oh, oh, oh, so
You can find me alone
I start each party saying that I have to go
Oh, oh, oh, so
You can find me alone

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Leaving what I've outgrown
Oh, oh, oh, so
You can find me, you can find me alone