Leaving

(album: Singles (2017-2019) - 2020)

Captain sad

So many days that passed
Couldn't do a fucking thing
Sit in bed, roll a blunt, think of who I need to be
Gotta smoke at least a gram a day
To keep my mind straight
Guilty pleasures, true love
Fighting for my heartache, yeah

But you're the only one that has my heart
I never meant to break what we had built
I wish I knew the things I have to say
To even up the score and get you to stay
With me for another night

I'm the only one there is to blame
You don't need to change a fucking thing
Baby girl I know it ain't the same
But you're in my heart forever

Can't even help but feel like I'll fuck it up today
And you don't see that my mind's all over the place
It ain't enough, yeah, your heart's for the latter
Fucked up, nothing else even matters
Lost in my head, lost your love
I'm moving on with that
Just adding weight to my shoulders
Straighten out my back
It ain't enough and your heart's been shattered
Fucked up, nothing else even matters

How many times I told you
That the door's right over there?
Gave you signs that you ignored
Now you pulling out your hair
Yeah it's my fault, my fault
Don't put no blame upon yourself
Too far gone, a lost cause
I'll keep them pictures on my shelf

'Cause you're the only one that has my heart
I never meant to break what we had built
I wish I knew the things I'd have to say
To even up the score and get you to stay
With me for another night

I'm the only one there is to blame
You don't need to change a fucking thing
You're perfect in every way
I hope that you realize that someday

You're too good for me
And now you're leaving
Keep running away
'Til you stop bleeding
I'll be here for you
Whenever you need it
You can come back to me
If you ever needed

Can't even help but feel like I'll fuck it up today
And you don't see that my minds all over the place

It ain't enough
Yeah your hearts for the latter
Fucked up, nothing else even matters