Misunderstood

I was taught always keep faith in God
And never do something you don't feel in yo' heart
Lately I feel like my time running short
(Helluva Made This Beat Baby)
So if I don't make it, I wanna say that I loved you
I just wanna say that I miss you
I just wanna say that I'm sorry
That I couldn't be here wit' you
I just hope you forgive me
I just hope you never forget me
I know you don't understand right now
But one day you gon' feel me, yeah

Truth is, I been facing demons lately
I can feel it in my chest I know they tryna take me
I did wrong in my life might be too late to change it
But I got no regrets, look how far I made it
Just remember all the good times we had
Just remember when we first met
Just remember how I made you smile
And know that I can still see you smile
Momma don't take it hard
Losing your only son, I know it's hard
Know my sisters need they momma so just play yo' part
Show 'em how to be a woman and be who they are
I know having nobody probably made it hard
I know my dad left, I never blamed you for it
You was the best momma, know I loved you for it
Just know I gave my all and I made it far
And just in case they try and tell you different
Grandma you raised amazing children
Treated me like I was your son and never different
Always said that I would make it and I finally did it
Know we got separated, never looked at you different
I just wanted to be a man, wanted to do the best I can
I know you just wanted to help but grandma you did all you can

I was taught always keep faith in God
And never do something you don't feel in yo' heart
Lately I feel like my time running short
So if I don't make it, I wanna say that I loved you
I just wanna say that I missed you
I just wanna say that I'm sorry
That I couldn't be here wit' you
I just hope you forgive me
I just hope you never forget me
I know that you don't understand right now
But one day you gon' feel me, yeah, yeah

Uncle taught me how to be a man
Appreciate you, you know I did
I didn't want a man to show me nothing
So we used to fight when I was a kid
Felt like you was tryna be my pops
And that nigga wasn't there so I didn't need a pops
Now I see you was just tryna mold me
Just know I always gave you props
To my niggas, you know I love you
And It's forever fuck suckas
Don't RIP me, slide for me
If you say that you're my brotha
But always keep our name going
Don't ever stop pushing the movement
Show the world that we legendary
Even if I ain't there to do it
Never switch up, keep it solid
Keep yo' enemies closer than yo' patnas
If a nigga disrespect, you gotta drop 'em
And when you look up in the sky, just know I got you

I was taught always keep faith in God
And never do something you don't feel in yo' heart
Lately I feel like my time running short
So if I don't make it, I wanna say that I loved you
I just wanna say that I missed you
I just wanna say that I'm sorry
That I couldn't be here wit' you
I just hope you forgive me
I just hope you never forget me
I know that you don't understand right now
But one day you gon' feel me