Don't Know Why

(album: 2 Broken 2 Heal - 2021)

I don't know why
All this pain I've been feeling
Cause mmmmm
I don't know why
All this pain I've been feeling
It never started to heal
I said — I don't know why
All this pain I've been feeling
It never started to heal

When I be sober I can't think man I just ain't myself
Can't be in love it make me hate myself
Tryna make shit go right but it always find a way to go left
My head hurting too much hold my belt
Missing ej on the daily thinking how it shoulda be if you was here
Can't feel for my squad cause they was there
Just wanna tell you I love you and them seekers Be cap
They ain't know me It's the way I felt
Nigga they ain't give a shit we Had to Go get it the hard way
Breaking in them cribs niggas was playing in them hard way
We was outside niggas was hiding talking everyday
I ain't know it was smoke until big bro died that shit hella fake
Motivate my niggas to get paper and stay out the way
Don't fuck with those bitches who play both side fuck em get out the way
Just run up your digits all that other shit it got time to wait
Be up in that sky today
Never throw your grind away

I don't know why
All this pain I've been feeling
It never started to heal
I said I don't know why
All this pain I've been feeling
It never started to heal

Ion know why but I ask god on the daily -god
Why you put me through all this madness
I ain't gone lie this shit here made me
My mind Tripping I'm going crazy
Body full of meds
I'm a pshyc patient
I ain't know my daddy
So the streets raised me
Told them big Glock with no saftey
I was on the block with the drug dealers
In the cut with them main killers
Nigga mad I'll send em blicks
And I'll send em with one of my main hitters
Spin the block with my same nigga
Fuck the fame I ain't change nigga
Ace a lonely child
No body was walking through the rain with him
Bag on my head against a couple niggas
They wanted me a dead man
I sent them fuck em on his trail
Left a couple dead man
My blick I'm clutching I open fire
Left em on the pavement
If he play then he gone die if you hear in what I'm saying
I I
I be having conversations with the devil
I -I
I don't know if my days gone get better
But why -why
Walking alone through the weather
My annoyance when I step em I step em
Harder than whoever

I don't know why
All this pain I've been feeling
It never started to heal
I said — I don't know why
All this pain I've been feeling
It never started to heal