Bullet

(album: Lovesick. - 2019)

Lead me to my death, say it's for the best
Take away my pain and put a bullet through my head
Ayy

Lead me to my death, say it's for the best
Take away my pain and put a bullet through my head
All the texts you sent, all the words you never meant
I knew you never meant it, still can't get you out my head
Said, why'd you do me like that?
I been tryna get my feelings on the right track
Right track, why you talk about me like that?
Like that, when you used to say you love me
But you've changed now, baby, what's up?

Yeah, I don't really wanna fight back
All these mixed emotions really got me sidetracked
I'ma pull up in the new Benz and I bounce back
I been smoking and I'm drinking 'cause I'm too sad
Too sad, yeah, baby, I been too sad
Too mad, yeah, lately I been too mad
Fuck this, I don't really wanna write back
Say you're sorry, but I know you never mean that, yeah

I know you never mean that, yeah
I know you never mean that, ayy
You don't really love me, ayy
You don't really love me, no
No, you never mean that, yeah
You don't really love me, yeah
I know you never mean that, yeah
You don't really love me, yeah

Lately, I been living on the wrong path
Taking all prescriptions, then I sit and write raps
Laying in my bed and then I watch it fade black
Fade black, I don't really wanna live like that
Baby, I'ma change for me
I ain't gonna change for you
You're saying that you love me
But I know that it ain't true, yeah
So here, I find myself again
I don't really find a friend, I only find ends
Everything ain't built to last for a lifetime
I been seeking love and waiting for the limelight
I was lying when I told you that I'm alright
Alright, yeah, you know that it's damn lie
Fucked up, lately, I been getting fucked up
Changed up, yeah, you really went and changed up
Yeah, I be roaming lookin for a cure
Told me that you love me, then you kicked me out the door
You don't even fucking think about me anymore
Miss the times when I was happy, you would call me yours, yeah
But now I'm chilling all alone, yeah
And no one ever hits my phone, yeah
Why'd you leave me all alone? Yeah
Why'd you leave me on my own? Yeah

Lead me to my death, say it's for the best
Take away my pain and put a bullet through my head
All the texts you sent, all the words you never meant
I knew you never meant it, still can't get you out my head
Said, why'd you do me like that?
I been tryna get my feelings on the right track
Right track, why you talk about me like that?
Like that, when you used to say you love me
But you've changed now, baby, what's up?