Watch Me Sink

(album: Lovesick. - 2019)

You can throw me in the ditch
Finally cut off these ties
As lately can't stay sober
I've been getting so high

Watch me sink
Watch me sink
Push me off of this bridge
Build me up
Knock me down
Watch me sink
Then let me drown

As if lately I've been thinking too much
I say I'm fine and I'm okay
But I just put up a front, ya
Lately in my life
Ain't give a fuck for regrets
You took a knife and stabbed my heart
And put it right on my chest

Lately I've been thinking about you
I've been losing hella sleep
I'm rolling up the gas
'Cause that's all I ever do
It's like on repeat
I'm like a broken record
[?] station, you ain't finding me
I swear to God that
No one on this Earth
Deserve to [?] on me

Yeah, I fucked up again
And I'm sorry
Know that you don't care
My vision blurry
Down this path
And who's to blame
You catch me off guard
With the games you play

I don't wanna talk no more
Yeah, I don't wanna fight no more
Yeah, I don't wanna think of you
Yeah, I don't wanna love you
I don't wanna love you
I don't wanna talk no more
Yeah, I don't wanna fight no more
Yeah, I don't wanna think of you
Yeah, I don't wanna love you
I don't wanna love you, no

And you can throw me in the ditch
Finally cut off these ties
As lately can't stay sober
I've been getting so high

Watch me sink
Watch me sink
Push me off of this bridge
Build me up
Knock me down
Watch me sink
Then let me drown

As if lately I've been thinking too much
I say I'm fine and I'm okay
But I just put up a front, ya
Lately in my life
Ain't give a fuck for regrets
You took a knife and stabbed my heart
And put it right on my chest

Lately, things aren't what they seem, yeah
I want you but you don't want me, yeah
Wish you would get out my head
Say "It's for the best"
Just wish I'm dead, yeah

Don't know if love is for me
Lately, it feels like a dream
And that girl
She won't fuck with me
She can't fuck with me
'Cause I'm paranoid now

Lately, life has been a flash
Lately, got 90 on the dash
Lately, my life been moving fast
I don't think about the past
'Cause shit never lasts, now

Lately, life has been a flash
Lately, got 90 on the dash
Lately, my life been moving fast
I don't think about the past
'Cause shit never lasts

And you can throw me in the ditch
Finally cut off these ties
As lately can't stay sober
I've been getting so high

Watch me sink
Watch me sink
Push me off of this bridge
Build me up
Knock me down
Watch me sink
Then let me drown

As if lately I've been thinking too much
I say I'm fine and I'm okay
But I just put up a front, ya
Lately in my life
Ain't give a fuck for regrets
You took a knife and stabbed my heart
And put it right on my chest