Dive In The Mess

(album: Amtopm - 2018)

Uoh, it's one of those nights, yeah yeah yeah
Hey, Jeler

You wouldn't
Fuck with my life
Drowning in shit (Drowning in shit)
Thought I was immune for a while
Arrogance spoiled it, yeah (Spoiled it)

Doom in the night (Doom)
At least the feeling of it (Feeling of doom)
The feeling of it
Could be enough to bring me to the edge, yeah (Bring to the edge)

I dive in the mess (Dive in the mess)
Absorbing the stress (Absorbing the stress)
I don't know what to do with it
But I'll take all of it (I'll take it all)
Yeah, all of it
Dive in the mess (Dive in the mess)
Fuck you mean, you stopping to rest (Stopping to what)
Pain in my chest
Weed smoke smell on my breathe

I'll be good just sauce me the crest
Freaking the fuck out
At almost everyone of my friends (I'm sorry)
Not in real life
Just in my head
Schedule flip, fuck with the meds
I'm wide awake when you'd be in bed
My average night is a two hour rest, yeah

Every circumstance is detrimental (Detrimental)
When winter season ends regain my mental
Least I'll try
And maybe -I could try and find somebody special (I could find someone I like)
It's happened before but damn I swear it wasn't meant to, we go

I dive in the mess (Dive in the mess)
Absorbing the stress (Absorbing the stress)
I don't know what to do with it
But I'll take all of it (Damn, I'll take it all)
Yeah, all of it
Dive in the mess (Dive)
Fuck you mean, you stopping to rest (Do not stop)
Pain in my chest (Hey)
Weed smoke smell on my breathe

I dive in the mess (Dive)
Absorbing the stress (Absorb)
I don't know what to do with it
But I'll take all of it (I'll still take it all)
Yeah, all of it
Dive in the mess
Fuck you mean, you stopping to rest (Do not stop)
Pain in my chest (Yo)
Weed smoke smell on my breathe

Always feeling like I said some shit I knew I would regret (Would regret)
You ain't finding love 'cause you've been cuffing for the sex, in love with head (Love with head)
When's the last time you left a message
Instead of hang up (Hang up)
Avoiding contact's a nervous habit
That I can't give up (I can't)
Every time you call I can't pick up
I'm too fucked up (Too fucked up)
Get drunk pull trig
But I can't throw up

But you just called to say
That you wouldn't show up anyways
Good luck
Life's gonna suck
Once you realise I was worth more than a fuck (Fuck)
Treat me like a slut
Incapable of depth
Listen to the song
It's as deep as it gets (Gets)
You let go
I worked I just dropped that let (Drop)
I just went
Face first into
My music again
Going amtopm (amtopm)

Amtopm
I'm here again (Yeah, I'm here again)
Trapped here with my problems
It don't end (amtopm)
Here I am layed in my bed at 3AM
Listen to the silence
It just simulates the end

I dive in the mess (Dive in the mess)
Absorbing the stress (Absorbing the stress)
I don't know what to do with it
But I'll take all of it (I will take it all of it)
Yeah, all of it
Dive in the mess (Yeah, yeah)
Fuck you mean, you stopping to rest (Stopping to rest, don't stop)
Pain in my chest
Weed smoke smell on my breathe

I dive in the mess (Dive in)
Absorbing the stress (Absorb)
I don't know what to do with it
But I'll take all of it (I'll still take it all, fuck it)
Yeah, all of it
Dive in the mess (Yeah)
Fuck you mean, you stopping to rest (Stoppin')
Pain in my chest
Weed smoke smell on my breathe