stay around

I don't wanna get too fucked up
I don't wanna get too wasted
2 shots down of Bacardi Black
And I don't know where my face is

Why do I drink this if it tastes shit
Smoking cookie spaceship
Dark backyard for the 5th damn time
In a week I need to stop this

Listen to me girl
Angel and demons
Fill the world
I can't protect you for much longer they're stronger
Then I can handle
A vandal upon my soul
I could love you until I'm cold
But I doubt the quality of my loving is close to gold

Enough to hold you down
Stay around
Stick around baby
Stand your ground

Looking down baby
Fix the frown
Stay around baby
Stay around

I wanna die right now fucking right now
Switch up in two seconds I'm just starving craving any help
Dontcha yell
Sweaty in the summer
In my bed, I'm screaming while I melt
Terrors in the night
I started becoming scared of myself
Woah
Talking to the mirror
Off the drugs, while I'm alone
I took out my septum and I threw it out onto the road
Looking for identity
Then throw that person to the floor
I might throw out everything
My shoes my hats and all my clothes
Yo

This is not new to me
Happens every night
Happens every time I have too much I'm out of line
My friend dipset for the re-up cause he out of lines
Ask me if its cool to use my dresser I said I don't mind

I don't mind
Everybody on a separate path these days to try and lose their life
It's not our time
But why the fuck we acting like we outta try
What the fuck I gotta hide
Damn

Experiments
Build experience
Don't get lazy though that's how you lose a friend
Premature end
Tear shed
So preventable
It's so sad
A best friend
It's too bad
There's no back
Once you fall in
Your brain is
Quickly filled with toxins
A pill reacts with your prescription
Breathing heavily
Do you think I'll live
Could you hold my hand
My legs feel like sand
Pins and needles
Crawling up my back
Neck numb
And my heart slow clap
Someone bring me back
Could you have

Enough to hold you down
Stay around
Stick around baby
Stand your ground

Looking down baby
Fix the frown
Stay around baby
Stay around