I'm Not Her

(album: WTF I actually wrote these songs - 2022)

Maybe I will never be
The one you'll dream of that's clear to me, clear to me
It's probably nothing when you hold my hand
But to me, babe, oh, I'll be damned
Baby, I'll be damned

And you don't know
You don't see how much I wish it was different
How much I wish I could be her
You don't know
You'll never see me
The way you feel about her
Will never be the way you feel about me

I always thought it'd end okay
I waited for it all to just go away
But it never went away
Now what am I supposed to do?
I am not her
Do you even know just how much this all hurts
How I'm not her

You don't know
You don't see how much I wish it was different
How much I wish I could be her
You don't know
You'll never see me
The way you feel about her
Will never be the way you feel about me

This isn't right for me
Doing myself injustice
Cos I've never wanted to be like somebody else
It's so hard to accept that I will never have you
I never had you
If you want to keep me start to see me
Or it's over
Be like her, I will never

You don't know
You don't see how much I wish it was different
How much I wish I could be her, babe
You don't know
You'll never see me
The way you feel about her
Will never be the way you feel about me

This isn't right for me
I won't do myself injustice
Be like her, I will never
I'm not her