Kamikaze

(album: Abington Grove - 2023)

I think I like myself today
Oh, wait, shit, no I don't, I'm high again
Ha
Mate, d'ya think my songs all sound the same?
'Cause I do but I don't, urgh, lame

And I wonder if I'm too close
To focus on where I wanna go
I'm banging my head on walls
Screaming, "I can do better"
And the worst is yet to come
So I guess I'll pretend I'm having
Oh God, I think I'm on the run

Get in my silver kamikaze
Can't speak, death wish on the road
Yeah, any second now
Your knuckle gripping on the car seat
Police on the stereo
Yeah, any second now
Yeah, any second now
Silence spills out, my foot down on a silver kamikaze
Can't speak, death wish on the road
Yeah, any second now
I think I'll let go

I think I'll let go
I think I'll let go

Is it just me? losing my identity
My eyes are red, my rooms a mess and I've been drinking all the time
And every day feels the same
Oh God, I crave a little change
You ask me if I feel okay, I say "I'm fine!"

And I wonder if I'm too close
To focus on where I wanna go
I'm banging my head on walls
Screaming, "I can do better!"
And the worst is yet to come
So I guess I'll pretend I'm having fun
Oh God, I think I'm on the run

Get in my silver kamikaze
Can't speak, death wish on the road
Yeah, any second now
Your knuckle gripping on the car seat
Police on the stereo
Yeah, any second now
Yeah, any second now
Silence spills out, my foot down on a silver kamikaze
Can't speak, death wish on the road
Yeah, any second now
I think I'll let go

I think I'll let go
I think I'll let go
I think I'll let go
I think I'll let go