Mary

(album: Impostor Syndrome - 2022)

I'm coming home today
Look at my granny face
She hold me close and say:
"I'm not loving this world
When he sees me
I feel him watching
I'm always stalling
Cause I watch you"

Pick up the phone saw your granny don't remember me
So you come home so she say she wants a new T.V
She can go with you
To the silver screen
And she'll know that you
Don't do shit for free
She's been good to you
She's been good to me
I know...
Table's raised so you let me know this time
Say you play too much
But you don't stay too much
Get in your own way too much
I know, I know...
You know I love the way that you hit you high notes
If I was younger now then I would say what I know
But I don't...
I'll always be around when you hear this song

I'm moving out today
I see my brother face
He hold me close and say:
"I'm not loving this world
When he sees me
I feel him watching
I'm always stalling
Cause I watch you"

Okay simmer down
You were mad, now, bring that temper down
Start with that shit
This your life
So why would you quit?
You were vetted in my brother in Christ
You wanna see the light, say the light
We can't go for that
Momma's a Christian
Jesus hold you back
Grounded on Earth
Might as well
Live forever with this hurt
But where was heaven when
I was a little one being
Being sent to [?]
Fell on that fears
But I'm forced to be here
In this flesh prison
Life or death sentence
I can't tell no more

Jesus save my soul
If my time be soon
I might tell a few lies
So much left to do
But I sing to much
If you wake and I'm gone
I was gone all along
All my life been strong
I ain't strong no more

I'm going out today
I'm going out today
The sun is on my face
The sun is on my face
To your sky and say:
"I'm not loving this world
When he sees me
I feel him watching
I'm always stalling
Cause I watch you"

When he sees me
I feel him watching
I'm always stalling
Cause I watch you