i hope your whole life sux

(album: cybersex - 2017)

Beartrap, yeah

Sitting, thinking slow, I'm all alone in my hotel
I think it's Albuquerque, I forgot what day it is, you fucking hurt me
I don't know, I'm flying girls around the world to validate myself
I think it's funny, yo
Lololol's the only L's I'm taking shots at myself, that's the truth
Close my eyes, this girl I barely knew felt just like you
Instagram be feeling like the grocery store, I pick and choose
I got a lot in my account but I ain't got shit to lose

The truth
Yeah, is I've been up for days on cocaine
The truth
Is I've been up for days trying not to think about you
I hope that I'm the reason that you can't sleep
I hope that your whole life sucks without me
The truth
Is I've been up for days thinking 'bout you
I've been up for days thinking 'bout you
I've been up for days thinking 'bout you

Once again, you ain't made no time for me, ain't no surprise to me
All my friends are really dead, this ain't no "XO Llif3" for me
Mama wasn't 'round that much growing up, it's all good
Rather pay the mortgage than to see my bro in the hood
Daddy saw me on TV, he proud that he adopted me
He called me bugging out 'cause now his radio play "do re mi"
But everybody wants something, he ain't ask for nothing
Every time I wanted something, he said mow some lawns
"Get a job, have a backup plan B and a C
And have fun in moderation, work harder, ain't shit for free"

The truth
Yeah, is I've been up for days on cocaine
The truth
Is I've been up for days trying not to think about you
I hope that I'm the reason that you can't sleep
I hope that your whole life sucks without me
The truth
Is I've been up for days thinking 'bout you
Is I've been up for days thinking 'bout you
Is I've been up for days thinking 'bout you