half alive

(album: everything means nothing - 2020)

You barely left me with the air to breathe
You took it all and now I see
The truth, see through your plastic covered lies
I'm driving through Mulholland, wish I swerved and never falling
Should've seen right through the gap between her thighs

Take my heart, my clothes
Take everything I own
Spend my money, spend my time
Lay me down to rest, lay me down to die
No one makes it out alive

I'm at the bar downtown, the one we used to go to all the time
Already half way dead, the way you left me girl, I'm half alive
Yeah, I'm half alive
And about that night
And about that night
I was super drunk
I was hella high
I'm at the bar downtown, the one we used to go to all the time
And I'm half alive

A little bit longer, I'll be waiting
I'm a goner, fuck this fake shit
Why you let me down forever?
I wanna be honest
Girl, quit playing
Can we try and try and save this?
Turn me to a loner

Girl, you can take my heart, my clothes, take eveything I own
Spend my money, spend my time
Lay me down to rest, lay me down to die
No one makes it out alive

I'm at the bar downtown, the one we used to go to all the time
Already half way dead, the way you left me girl, I'm half alive
Yeah, I'm half alive
And about that night
And about that night
I was super drunk
I was hella high
I'm at the bar downtown, the one we used to go to all the time
And I'm half alive

Half way dead, just the way you left me
I'll be half way dead, just the way you left me
I'll be half way dead, just the way you left me
I'll be half way dead

I'm at the bar downtown, the one we used to go to all the time
Already half way dead, the way you left me girl, I'm half alive
Yeah, I'm half alive
And about that night
And about that night
I was super drunk
I was hella high
I'm at the bar downtown, the one we used to go to all the time
And I'm half alive