Dying Day

(album: Pages - 2019)

I'd rather love you from a distance
But I don't want you to forget this
It's kinda hard when you act so distant
The voice inside of my head is always so loud, but I never listen

I break down, can't make out a thing that you say
I could be with you all night, but miss you all day (Miss you all day)
I'm walking around in the same empty town where I met you
I thought that you could hold me down

And I can feel my heartbeat fading away
But you always pull me back into a better place (A better place)
It's a wonder I'm alive every time I wake (Every time I wake)
Who am I to choose my dying day?
And I can feel my heartbeat fading away
But you always pull me back into a better place (A better place)
It's a wonder I'm alive every time I wake
Who am I to choose my dying day?

Who am I to choose my dying day?

Chainsmoking in the background (In the background)
You never see me 'cause I'm hiding and I'm blacked out (I'm hiding and I'm blacked out)
Yeah, I found solace in solitude
I never leave my bedroom, I wish I never met you

I break down, can't make out a thing that you say
I could be with you all night, but miss you all day
I'm walking around in the same empty town where I met you
I thought that you could hold me down

And I can feel my heartbeat fading away
But you always pull me back into a better place
It's a wonder I'm alive every time I wake
Who am I to choose my dying day?
And I can feel my heartbeat fading away
But you always pull me back into a better place
It's a wonder I'm alive every time I wake
Who am I to choose my dying day?

Who am I to choose my dying day?