Don't I Deserve

(album: Blueberry Vapors - 2016)

She been smoking more these days
Kinda crazy cause, when I met her, she was more like a health case
Really into fitness, taking care of business
A degree in communication, but we always miscommunicated
We'll be in the same room, but in two different places

Loving you is easy if we both had the patience but right now is just bad timing
I've got someone who needs me and to call off this engagement would just ruin another life
You pushing, yeah you pushing me to make a decision
She says, I know, you've got someone who loves you
She's probably crazy for you, but don't I deserve?
She said, I know, yeah I know all about her
But I put in all these hours
But don't I deserve you?

And know you wanna call me
Try and making me feel bad
Oh not that I know better
I gotta do better
And I ain't gonna come back
Even though you deserve it

I don't mean to rain on your parade
But these clouds are turning twelve shades of grey
We were never meant to [?] these days
Let's be honest, even if I said yes
Your paranoia will just ruin your happiness, and then you'd love me less
Round and round with me we're back at one
Ain't you tired of starting over?

Loving you is easy if we both had the patience but right now is just bad timing
I've got someone who needs me and to call off this engagement would just ruin another life
You pushing, yeah you pushing me to make a decision
She says, I know, you've got someone who loves you
She's probably crazy for you, but don't I deserve?
She said, I know, yeah I know all about her
But I put in all these hours
But don't I deserve you?

And know you wanna call me
Try and making me feel bad
Oh not that I know better
I gotta do better
And I ain't gonna come back
Even though you deserve it

Baby, so you been smoking more these days
It's kinda crazy cause, when I think about it, I made you that way
I made you that way