Hard To Find

Okaywarren
Sabes
Cuando era joven
Siempre traté de encontrar el amor
Pero me di cuenta
Que no sé lo que es
Lo más que lo perseguía
Lo más se alejaba de mí
Lo más que di
Lo más me quitó el mundo
O al menos lo que pensaba
Quizás me he equivocado
¿Estaba buscando algo que ya tenía?
¿Algo más profundo?
It's Aha

I been running from my problems
Yet they keep revolving, slipped and steady falling
I can't hear His voice 'cause everything is clouded
Living like a rebel, I've been acting rowdy
Bottled all my problems, tell no one about it
Suffering in silence I just roll exotic
I don't like to vent, they judge me of my problems
Giving it to God and having faith He got it

Like the ten percent that's coming out my wallet
Everything I give I never talk about it
You can help in every way and keep it solid
They gon' pick a random day to hate regardless
I know being cold-hearted prolly get me farther
I ain't finna let 'em play Coach Carter
I got so many stories, don't get me started
Most people start acting harder, but

I won't survive like that, it's not my habitat
I'd rather fail at this than to live like that
Please don't feel bad if you can't understand
You don't gotta hold my hand, I'll be fine
Don't try to rescue me, this is my destiny
God, give me clarity, keep preparing me
Night turns to day, take your time on your way
'Cause real love is so hard to find

I know the rain is coming, but I ain't running
'Cause this time I'ma stand
I'm not overthinking nothing
I ain't got no plans
Time is ticking, people switching
Fathers missing, murder victims
Rappers dissing, women pimping
Doing tricks for bands

I don't even put eggs in a basket for real
They'll turn you to lil' Humpty Dumpty for real
Don't be longing for love that nobody can give
Gotta love on yourself when nobody is near
Once I get the vision, I see it for real
I wanna show love, but they hate me for real
The one that I love really snake me for real
That's a blow to the chin, but it is what it is
Man, how you get down like that?
Stabbed me in my back
Backdoored, didn't expect that
Traumatized from neglection
I suffer from people
Who don't love me equal
Yet I always pretend that I'm fine

Don't try to rescue me, this is my destiny
God, give me clarity, keep preparing me
Night turns to day, take your time on your way
'Cause real love is so hard to find