Mama It's Bad

(album: B4Now - 2021)

Oh mama it's bad by my side
These niggas said some shit, now we mad gotta slide
Don't even know what to go grab, where's my knife?
All I pray is that at the end I have my life
So lost I don't know where to find me
And these problems they keep on piling
I know God works in perfect timing
I just bow down and wait in line for my blessings

I don't mind, it's a lesson
So many sacrifices for my destiny
I know that they wilding, pray for my demise but I'm so caught up in my own shit
I'm better alone
How I got so far I don't know
I trusted the process
Oh my heart stay open
Told myself to see both sides of the lense
Told myself that I won't die, I'm relentless
And the shit I seen with my eyes, seen with my eyes

Oh mama it's bad by my side
These niggas said some shit, now we mad gotta slide
Don't even know what to go grab, where's my knife?
All I pray is that at the end I have my life
So lost I don't know where to find me
And these problems they keep on piling
Red roses and blue violets
Red roses and uh

But what am I supposed to do when niggas test me?
Man I'm not supposed to lose, I Iearned my lesson
I feel like I been stuck in a loop, way I been seeing the same things over and over, ah hah
My heart cold but it get me colder, ah hah
I told her that we getting closer, I lied
I'm focussed I be taking my own advice
My blessings be falling right on me on time

(Are you ready, for your blessings?)
(Are you ready, for your miracle?)

Oh mama it's bad by my side
These niggas said some shit, now we mad gotta slide
Don't even know what to go grab, where's my knife?
All I pray is that at the end I have my life
So far, I been so silent
I been chilled out, yeah and not so violent
Red roses and blue violets
Red roses and blue... Oh

Are you ready, for your blessings?
Are you ready, for your miracle?