I Wish I Never Found You

I remember you, I remember us
I remember the thoughts that were in my head when you broke that trust
I remember it all, I remember the past
I remember the moment I knew deep inside you and I wouldn't last
How could you do that to me
Thought you won't do that to me
Thought you don't act foolishly
Thought you would've had no caliber, any character
I guess you were just fooling me
I guess you could've fooled the entire world with those
Pretty long curls that had me at hello
I guess my imagination did that on its own
You were not like a typical pretty girl
More like a New York City girl
But not like on 5th Avenue
Up in Manhattan you were much more fulfilling girl
Milly rocking all over my feelings
Drunk driving like a truck driver in the semi uhaul
Up in Utah over my feelings but
You are still so God damn appealing
And atop of it I'd still take you back
Even if I left I would make it back
Stuck writing rhymes and one liners of you and I
But it's time that I face the facts
Some people don't change even if they vow to
I can ask for your love and you don't know how to
But the fake love you gave could just not amount to
All the promises you made, I wish I never found you

I wish I never found you
I wish that I didn't know your name
How do I live without you
How do I live with all this pain
I wish I never found you
I wish that I didn't know your name
How do I live without you
How do I live with all this pain

I gave my best, you'd ask for more
Gave you more 'til I had no more
Continued to cycle 'til my back was sore
Talking back and forth then back and forth
Then back and forth then back and forth
That sentence will twist up your tongue
Like you do with the truth 'til the lies feel numb
Never mind you're dumb
Now just take a look at what I've become
I find it ironic you told everybody
That you were the one with a broken heart
The only thing broken was your common sense
I guess that's why we never had hope at all
You're probably hear just to think that
You could just call me up and have me back
Hell no
I'd rather get hit by that truck from a minute ago
Cause none of that shit ever made sense
Your mind is too thin like your patience
If you love somebody you do not put on an act like you hate them
Not the same guy I was those years ago
I rather be on my own than with you alone
You could've been here with me, could've built us a home
But you're still so fake like silicone
Still remember that shit like yesterday
Didn't hesitate to throw us away
But I guess you can say we were both to blame
Because I love the pain and you love the game
Cause I've been through hell now I'm back again
Don't hit me up and try to act the same
I know you wish to go back to before the fame
But girl you have no chance to restore your name

I wish I never found you
I wish that I didn't know your name
How do I live without you
How do I live with all this pain
I wish I never found you
I wish that I didn't know your name
How do I live without you
How do I live with all this pain