Steady

Looking at my life through a lens
Thinkin about the shit I never did
But I woke up next to something beautiful
And now I'm sitting here
Asking why I'm so fucking miserable
You see
Fucking anxiety
Gets the best of me
I just signed a deal
But I still can't breathe
Fucking stupid lies that I tell myself
I'm choking
Smiling on the outside
When inside I need
Help

I'm sorry
I'm sorry that I
Have to tell you
That I'm not fine

I just
Need a
Second
To catch
My breathe
And Lift
My arms
We'll be
Alright

Now that you know me
Need you steady

I just
Need a
Second
To catch
My breathe
And Lift
My arms
We'll be
Alright

Lost my father in the middle of a summer
But I found my brother and we felt that shit together
That's the glue
That I need to keep myself together
Now I'm thinking about old friends
Wish I still knew them

I'm sorry I'm sorry that I
Don't check up
I hope you're fine

I still
Think about those
Summer
Nights we
Got drunk
And high
Singin
Fuck love

Now that you know me
Need you steady

I just
Need a
Second
To catch
My breathe
And Lift
My arms
We'll be
Alright

Next time you see me
Hope that you're steady

I just
Need a
Second
To catch
My breathe
And Lift
My arms
We'll be
Alright

Yeah I lost that deal
Fucking made me ill
They say watch out for the holy
Tell me that ain't real
But I fucking hate this act
That's why I move slow
Maybe from the knife in my back
From a friend, don't ask
I should be in love
When I think about it all
I don't really think about the shit that I have lost
When I do I wanna scream
And take these pills and end it
But instead I stare at my reflection
Tell myself I fucking love it all

Now that you know me
Need you steady

I just
Need a
Second
To catch
My breathe
And Lift
My arms
We'll be
Alright

Next time you see me
Hope that you're steady

I just
Need a
Second
To catch
My breathe
And Lift
My arms
We'll be
Alright

Yeah I'm gonna be
Gonna be alright
Yeah no matter what you hear I'm fine

I just
Need a
Second
To catch
My breathe
And Lift
My arms
We'll be
Alright

Now that you know me
I need you
I need you steady